I have discovered that I have been selling out on myself. I stopped blogging because my job required too much time. But my job required too much time because I wouldn’t be straight with my employees or ask for help.
I sold out on my husband because I allowed him to choose not to participate. I was not a demand for him to contribute in any meaningful way to our relationship. Hell! I wouldn’t ALLOW him to contribute. I was always “Nah. I got this.”
But secretly I was waiting for everyone to come to me and ask “how can I support you?”
There’s a double-edged sword…
If you ask me if you can help, I will say no thank you.
If you don’t, it means I don’t matter.
Wow! How’s that for a catch 22?? You are screwed as a friend, a husband, an employee, or practically ANYONE in that melodrama!
And I live it out every day… quietly dying inside… Not living my dream. Not doing what I love. Not providing the solutions I am uniquely developed to provide. Not being there for my family or friends. Not having it all.
But why not? Simply because life is too dangerous and I can’t risk being wrong.
So why am I telling you this? Because I declare that I am worth it. I am the master of my destiny and I choose to write a magnificent novel filled with adventure, magic, and miracles.
I will use this blog to share my progress. I AM an Unmistakable Entrepreneur. I CAN live into that future. I WILL create the life I have always dreamed of.
And I invite you to join me on the journey.